why i would still be willing to get back with my ex*

*even though he probably is not interested in getting back with me.

I’m writing tonight in an attempt to establish the habit and build on what I wrote last night. It is my intention to write this (while I’m listening to classical on NPR — I want to call it “Music Through the Night” although it’s not that, if that program even exists anymore) and then shut off everything and go to sleep. We’ll see. (I’m even using Flux to artificially change the light output of my iMac’s screen for night-time.)

Tonight I went out with M., my quiescent blogmate, to watch Ru Paul’s Drag Race at the local gay establishment.